OMFG!!!!

I just weighed myself this morning and I weigh 255 lbs, YIKES.

Note to those of you who read my blogs and are thinking of getting on any kind of antidepressant's that treat low serotonin levels such as Zoloft, Paxil, etc.....prepare for weight gain. I crave sweets like crazy. Mostly cake and cupcake type sweets and recently butter pecan ice cream, yummy!. I am not making any excuses for my recent weight gain because I know it is my fault as well for eating late at night and all the sweets but those types of antidepressants tend to cause you to gain a lot of weight. They do cause you to crave sweets.

Last year at this time I was down to 180 lbs. I only had 30 more lbs to lose to get to my normal weight of 150 lbs. Fuck, Fuck, Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am now on 3 different antidepressants. Hopefully they will do their job and help me with my depression and not cause any more weight gain. It's kind of a catch 22 with antidepressants. You get on them to help with your sad, blue moods and depression and it helps but then you gain all this weight cause of the cravings and you are like fuck, I'm fat and you get depressed about that. It's weird to me. Well I think I will go eat breakfast now: Yogurt and granola and that's it!!!!!!!!!!!