OMG......

So much for being a Vegetarian. My dad went out to dinner with my brother tonight and brought home the most delicious left overs in the world. They went to Ruth's Chris Steakhouse in Orange County and I ate a slice of my dad's steak. First of all it was like cutting through butter. It was so good, but I feel bad though =( I so wish my actions were like a DVR. I could just hit the rewind button and just eat the bread and asparagus and then hit the live button, hahhaha, lol. But I feel so damn guilty. I guess I'm trying to be something that I'm not. Maybe I'm meant to eat meat. I am 1/4 American Indian from the Black Foot Tribe in Browning, Montana. I am so confused. I was so hungry about 1/2 hour ago. The good news is, is that I lost another 3lbs. That makes a grand total of 15lbs so far. Good Night READER =(